If I have learned one thing I have learned that both me and my little one thrive on routine. If I have learned anything else it's that life is not routine.
Trying to balance life and routine is almost impossible. Things happen, plans change, plans are made...it just doesn't always work or fit. It almost seems impossible to have a real life routine, especially because its just me.
I have the hardest time being the all knowing all seeing all doing mom. I work a full time job, I have a part time online job, we have sports we are involved in and I have pick up and drop off for school and sports...the list goes on.
Despite knowing that there is no true hope right now, in our lives for routine I do not stop trying. I keep working towards a set bedtime every night, a set meal time every evening (all while trying to include more veggies and fruit), I still try to make sure play time happens...I don't give up. I know that life happens things come up but for her sake (and mine) I will fight it.
I may never have a perfect routine, shoot I may never have anything that resembles a routine...but I will choose to have a happy healthy daughter and a happy healthy mama! I will fight the rush and stress and pull for her sake and for our families sake. I know I can't do it all but I will fight to be her all.
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