Juggling it all...I'm not a freaking clown

Sometimes I feel like I'm the star of those weird circus freak's you pay extra to visit. The cow with 2 heads, or the lady with the longest neck...you get my picture. My life sometimes feels like a circus and I feel like the clown in the crazy outfit trying to juggle it all. From sun up to sun down I'm putting on some performance with my duties as the balls being tossed up in a round circle...except here lately I feel like I'm dropping them every few rotations. I'm not a clown but man sometimes life feels like it.